I certainly know the feeling as well. I’ve gotten to the point where I do enjoy those kinds of comments. I certainly still feel hurt about it, and I don’t think that’ll ever change for any person, however it’s important to go for that jog or to pause and really think things over.
Good luck with making those new videos. It’s a grind but with each video you will get better and better, especially when you get people who are picky or aren’t afraid to be honest with you.