This is my first time reading your work and I can relate to this very strongly as well. Before I started taking up writing and being a Youtuber, I studied accounting for roughly 7 years of my life. At the end I realized that it wasn’t for me and I wanted to own a business. I can understand the feelings you were going through as I experience some of those as well under different circumstances. Amazing work and I’m looking forward to learning more about you Alex!